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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Tears drain my sorrows.
The tingle against my skin.
Cleanse my pain and hurt.

Life Can Get Very Confusing.

L ies and hatred fill the air
I nnocence you once thought existed
F aded away into the darkness
E verything is wrong, you were tricked

C ircles or squares, which to pick
A nother disaster is awaiting you
N one of these were expected

G ood appears out of no where
E specially through rough times
T rying to show you to keep your head held high

V iscous but gentle life can be
E ven through dark, the light can be seen
R ight from wrong, no one knows
Y ou just have to learn from your mistakes

C orrections could be wrong
O n the right track you go
N ot knowing what's ahead
F ollowing mistakes made before
U nkown awaits you
S oon you reach a dead end
I n need of saving, you cry
N ot noticing the light shining on you
G one or here, you're confused.

Given up trying to change the time I uploaded the posts. I think they're set America time...

If you can't cover my scars, then what good are you?
Answer that, I'll be waiting. By the door, my bags are packed.
I don't know how much longer I can stay.
Cuz I've gotten up and I've no longer fallen for you.

Couple weeks back.

Been here for almost an hour.
Waiting for you to come out at day break.
When all the secrets unfold.
The time your deepest feelings are told.

I long to hear your voice and see you.
Just want to hear those words.
And see that smile take over your face.
My remedy for fears that need to be replaced.

So walk on out, come on over.
Kidnap me like you’ve done to my heart.
His lips, his taste, nothing compared to yours.
Seeing you with her is the hardest part.

When you call me, I hear you sing.
Your sound in my head forever lingering.
But hearing about how you love her.
You’ve torn me apart, we’re a beautiful disaster.

Still I wait for you to open your eyes and see.
That it’s time to realize, we’re meant to be.
So pull me closer and hold me tight.
Cuz you’re the one I dream of every night.

So walk on out, come on over.
Kidnap me like you’ve done to my heart.
His lips, his taste, nothing compared to yours.
Seeing you with her tears me apart.
The winds push harder against my unguarded skin.
Scared I'm getting colder but stuck wearing thin.
No one here to wrap their warm arms around me.
Forced to be alone, lost, broken and empty.

The End.

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Been really busy. I'm supposed to be revising for my English mock exam tomorrow and I came across this. I wrote this poem a year ago for my English class. It isn't close to World's best, but it is definitely something that I feel can be related to during times like now, when places like Japan and other effected places are suffering. My prayers and thoughts go out to all who need them. This poem here is called "The End".

Each time I bounce this ball, they call it mother nature.
That does enough damage yet they continue to destroy.
The lights that they form, blind me from the outside.
Sa the days go by, less remains of this ball I hold.

Just in one blink, in less than a second, everything is lost.
Bombs and deafening sounds.
The explosion is like a flashlight in your eye.
There's no chance of escaping from these destructions.

A beautiful disaster, it blinds you to death.
Turns a land full of love into a land full of hate and war.
Soon all the bombs will destroy this little ball.
Leaving nothing but dust, silence and emptiness.

Each time I bounce this ball, they call it mother nature.
That does enough damage yet they continue to destroy.
Disappearing over time, at times which are most sudden.
There will come a day where there is only sand left in my hand.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

What I do in math tuition.

I saw a cloud cross the sky this morning.
Looked like the one we saw last spring.
When we went to the park and lay down on the grass.
Disappointed that the stars had left.

But that didn’t stop me from falling in love.
For the first time, with no other but you.
Now that you’re gone, I still think about you.
And I’ll never be able to let go of what we had.

I go back to that night, the one I wish I’d forget.
When we yelled at shut-tight doors that stood between us.
It was the first time I ever heard you cry.
But I never got a chance to wipe the tears off your face.
Cuz the dead silence was what reassured me.
You’d left and we never said goodbye.


The things you bought me still lie next to me.
On the desk, next to my bed.
Each having their own little memory.
I always wonder if you ever think of me.

I cried myself to sleep for weeks.
And my heart still has a knife straight through it.
My world was a fantasy when I had you.
But now I’m nothing without you.

I go back to that night, the one I wish I’d forget.
When we yelled at shut-tight doors that stood between us.
It was the first time I ever heard you cry.
But I never got a chance to wipe the tears off your face.
Cuz the dead silence was what reassured me.
You’d left and we never said goodbye.


I still talk to your friends, just to ask how you are.
I still look out for our shooting star.
Have you ever thought of coming back?
Just to hold me close, one more time.

Cuz that night, I just can’t seem to forget.
When we yelled at shut-tight doors that stood between us.
It was the first time I ever heard you cry.
But I never got a chance to wipe the tears off your face.
Cuz the dead silence was what reassured me.
You’d left and we never said goodbye.